Saturday, February 02, 2008
-POUTS.stupid elephant. she said she would come on friday to watch me train then perhaps go for dinner together, then in the end she didn't even appear. i was damn sad can. she should at least sms with her friend's phone or something mah. i really wanted to talk to her badly lah. TSK. i'm gonna dao her for revenge the next time i see her. hoho.
do you know why i choose to drift apart from you?
it's because i feel no security with you. there are so many people close to you and you know how much i hate that feeling. yes i admit it, i'm possessive and i get jealous easily. if there's someone you treat specially, it can only be me. NO ONE ELSE. if you can't do that, then DONT CROSS THE LINE. don't let me misunderstand. don't let me think i'm special to you. don't let me think i'm the only special one. don't let me get jealous by seeing you so close to someone else. it's super hurting you know.
when will i find someone have sweet morning talks with?
when will i find someone to lean on?
when will i find someone who let me cry, let me whine, and let me laugh with whenever i want?
when will i find someone to share unforgettable memories with?
when will i find someone who will be there for me no matter what?
or rather,
when will that someone find me?
dammit. something's wrong with me. i'm sound so not-me. hoho. must be the effects of stress. wow.
♥ They all lived happily ever after at 9:08 PM.
